THE ONLY REASON SHE TURNED-OUT TO BE SOMEBODY. "SOMEWHAT". IS BECAUSE OF "ME". BECAUSE WHEN I MET HER. SHE WAS WALKING THE STREETS LOOKING FOR A BOWL OF !DOPE TO SMOKE. ME BEING THE ONE WHO "TOOK HER IN". WHEN HER OWN !SELFISH ASS MOTHER HAD NO TIME FOR HER THEN. AND HER WHORE ASS SISTER WAS WAY TOO BUSY "LAYING-UP" WITH EVERY MAN FROM "WHEREVER". THEY'RE FAMILY WHICH WAS "WHITE !SCUM". AND !STILL IS. AND WHY DID I EVER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM? I GUESS I WAS JUST YOUNG AND NAIVE THEN? AND I WAS "COMPASSIONATE" ALSO. SO I LATER TOOK HER MOTHER IN. AND HER SON. WHEN THEY HAD NO WHERE TO GO THEMSELVES RTHEN. BECAUSE "HER" MOTHERS OWN MOTHER HAD "DISOWNED" "HER". AFTER SHE HAD A BABY BY A "BLACK MAN". AND THERE I WAS THEN. JUST BARELY 20 YEARS OLD MYSELF. IN THE AIR FORCES AND WORKING 12 HOUR SHIFTS. AND TAKING CARE OF MY OWN NEW BORN SON. THEN HER AND HER MOTHER, AND HER MOTHERS SON. THEM ALL THEN. LIVING IN "MY" SPONSORED MILITARY BASE HOUSING. WHICH WAS UNDER MY NAME AND UNDER MY RESPONSIBILITY THEN.

FAST-FORWARD 20+ YEARS LATER. I WAS AND HAD PAID ALL OF HER (MY EX-WIFES) RENT AND ALL HER UTILITIES FOR ALL OF THAT TIME. AND SHE "NEVER" "EVER" HAD TO PAY A DIME FOR RENT AND FOR UTILITIES FOR ALL OF THAT TIME. THEN AFTER OUT 23RD YEAR OF MARRIAGE. HER ASKING ME FOR A DIVORCE? !BECAUSE. AT THAT TIME. I HAD THEN BEGUN TO WRITE AND TO TYPE THE BASIS OF WHAT WAS MY INTERNET FOLLOWING. I OF WHO BEGAN SOME 9 YEARS PRIOR ACTUALLY.  IN LATE  1995. I HAD BEGAN TO WRITE A LOT THEN. AND SHE WHO THEN. BEGAN PULLING-AWAY FROM ME. OUT OF PURE "JEALOUSY". THEN IN 2004. I HAD GOTTEN VERY POPULAR ON THE INTERNET. AND I WAS SELLING A LOT OF BOOKS BY THEN. AND I OF WHO THEM ALSO. !DEVOTED MYSELF TO MY WORK. AND SHE OF WHOM HAD "NOTHING" TO OFFER THEN. TO MY WORK. AND TO MY "INTELLECTUAL STATUS" EITHER. AND SHE OF WHOM THEN BEGAN "HANGING-OUT" IN THE STREETS LATE A NIGHT. WITH OTHER WOMEN WHO WERE CHEATING ON THEIR HUSBANDS. SOMETIMES TO "05:30" IN THE MORNING. !YEA. NOW WHAT WAS !THAT YOU ASK?

!ANYWAYS. AFTER OUR DIVORCE. WHICH I WAS HAPPY TO GIVE HER THEN. BECAUSE SHE HAD BECOME "UGLY" IN MORE THAN ONE WAY BY THEN. ATTITUDE WISE. AND IN APPEARANCE ALSO. HER BECOMING "FAT". ETC... SHE OF WHO THEN LEFT NORTH DAKOTA FOR COLORADO. !AFTER SHE WAS "SHACKING-UP" WITH SOME MARRIED MAN PRIOR. OR SHOULD I SAY. SOME LITTLE BOY. HER THEN LATER GOING TO COLORADO TO LOOK FOR A NEW "MAN" THEN-AFTER. HER LEAVING ME WITH OUR MENTALLY DISABLED SON AND ALL OF HIS TROUBLES THEN. JUST FOR HERSELF TO FIND ANOTHER "MAN". !YEA. JUST LIKE THE !SCUMBAG" WOMEN IN HER FAMILY ALL ARE. !THEY OF WHO'LL PLACE SOME "MAN". BEFORE THEIR OWN DAMN "CHILDREN". !YEA. BECAUSE THEY'RE !WHITE !SCUM.

YEARS AFTER THAT IN 2006. I HAD DECIDED TO "MAKE THE MOVE" TO COLORADO. SO THAT "SHE" CAN !FINALLY  "SHARE" PART OF THE BURDEN OF CARING FOR OUR DISABLED SON. !THAT'S WHY. AND ONLY WHY. THEN A YEAR OR SO LATER. I OVERHEARD HER ON THE TELEPHONE IN THE PARKING LOT. TELLING ONE OF HER FRIENDS. OR ONE OF HER !SCUMMY SISTERS. HOW IT WAS "I" WHO HAD FOLLOWED HER THERE TO COLORADO. !YOUR KIDDING ME RIGHT? AS "FAT" AS SHE WAS !THEN. AS "FAT" AS SHE IS !NOW. !FAT HANGING ALL OF OF HER ASS AND BELLY. AND ALL OFF OF HER SIDES AND LEGS. AND ALL OFF OF HER ARMS. ETC... HER BEING THE LAST WOMAN I WANT. THAT'S FOR SURE. !SHE OF WHOM HAD GOTTEN SO !FAT THEN. THAT IT WAS HANGING OFF OF HER FACE. AND EVERYWHERE ELSE THEN. ETC...

!SHE OF WHOM HAD MARRIED SOME LITTLE BLACK "MONKEY-LOOKING" COUNTRY BOY THEN. !HE OF WHOM TOO WAS DIVORCED.FROM SOME UGLY WHITE HOOCHIE. AND HE OF WHO DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO PAY THE PROPER CHILD SUPPORT FOR HIS SON, BY HIS PRIOR WIFE. !HIM BEING SOME DELIVER MAN. ETC... THAT TYPE. AND HIS FAMILY BEING !SCUM ALSO. !BLACK UNEDUCATED !SCUM THEY ALL ARE. !YET THERE HE WAS ACTING LIKE HE WAS ON MY INTELLIGENT LEVEL. ME LATER HAVING TO DO HIS AND HER TAXES (FOR A FEE I SET OF COURSE). ALL BECAUSE THEY'RE BOTH TOO DAMN "DUMB" TO DO THEM FOR THEMSELVES. PRIOR TO THAT. HE SWORE THAT HE KNEW THAT "SOMEONE ELSE" (WHO WAS AN ALLEGED PAID TAX PREPARER THEN). WAS DOING THEIR TAXES "CORRECTLY". AND THAT "I" COULD NOT OF HAD KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING. ETC.. !YET EVERY YEAR THE TWO OF THEM WERE "PAYING-IN" TO THE I.R.S. AND THEIR I.R.S. DEBTS WERE MOUNTING THEN-AFTER. EVERY YEAR. !UNTIL THEY HAD "FINALLY" BROKE-DOWN RAN TO ME "BEGGING" FOR TAX ASSISTANCE. YEARS AFTER THAT.

SINCE THEN. !SHE HAVE BEEN "RECEIVING" A TAX REFUND CHECK FROM THE I.R.S. (A $600.00 DOLLAR TAX REFUND CHECK FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS TIME - FROM 2009 TO 2012) AND !NOT PAYING INTO THEM THEN-AFTER. LIKE HE'S STILL DOING THOUGH. HIM PAYING INTO THE I.R.S. ABOUT $2,000.00 EVERY YEAR THEN-AFTER. BECAUSE HE'S TOO DAMN !STUPID TO ADJUST HIS W-4 LIKE I TOLD HIM, TIME AND TIME AGAIN. FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS NOW. !DUH. !YET HE SWEARS THAT HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING AND ALL. I HIGHLY FUCKING DOUBT THAT. "I" MYSELF BEING A SELF-EMPLOYED TAX EXPERT NOW. AFTER DOING MY OWN TAXES FOR "DECADES" NOW. AS I'VE "PROVEN" TIME AND TIME AGAIN. JUST ASK THE I.R.S. IN EARLY 2013 THIS YEAR. "I" OF WHO HAD FIXED BOTH OF THEIR TAXES. SO THAT THEY COULD QUALIFY FOR "BANKRUPTCY" THAT YEAR (THIS YEAR). THE TWO OF THEM THAT HAD TO FILE FOR "BANKRUPTCY". BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO MANAGE THEIR GOD DAMN MONEY. THE 2 OF THEM WHO MADE FROM "$91,000.00 TO $100,000.00" A YEAR. FROM 2009 TO 2012. !YET THEY "STILL" HAD TO FILE FOR BANKRUPTCY THEN-AFTER? AND THEY LIVED IN APARTMENTS THEN? NOW !WHAT IS THAT? 

THAT SAME YEAR IN 2012. SHE HAD DECIDED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. HER ENROLLING IN THE UNIVERSITY OF PHOENIX THAT YEAR. AND HER TAKING A "WRITING CLASS" THERE. I OF WHO HAD "LAUGHED TO MYSELF" THEN. BECAUSE SHE OF WHOM CAN'T WRITE A SIMPLE PARAGRAPH WITHOUT MY DAMN HELP. SO THERE IT WAS SOON AFTER SHE HAD ENROLLED. ME ASSISTING HER WITH THE MOST BASIC OF ENGLISH WRITING AND GRAMMAR. THEN ONE NIGHT SHE CAME TO MY APARTMENT. !AFTER ME GRADING MANY OF HER PRIOR PAPERS AND ASSIGNMENTS FOR HER. HER THINKING THAT I WAS GOING TO SIMPLY "STOP" WHAT I WAS DOING TO ASSIST HER WITH ONE OF HER ASSIGNMENTS THEN. WHICH I DIDN'T THEN. THEN SHE LEFT PISSED-OFF. AND CALLED ME A "FAT ASS" WHEN SHE WAS IN THE PARKING LOT. SOMETHING SHE "THOUGHT" THAT I DIDN'T HERE OF COURSE THEN.

THERE SHE WAS HAVING ME GRADE HER COLLEGE PAPERS AND ASSIGNMENTS. AS IF I WAS HER TEACHER. !BEFORE THEY WERE TURNED INTO HER COLLEGE PROFESSOR. SO SHE WOULDN'T LOOK LIKE A !DUMB !DUMB. AND HER GETTING "A" AND "B" GRADES ON HER ASSIGNMENTS BECAUSE OF ME, THEN-AFTER. !YET SHE HAD BAD-MOUTHED ME LIKE THAT PRIOR. BEHIND MY BACK I SAID. WHEN SHE "THOUGHT" THAT I COULDN'T HEAR IT THEN. BUT I DID HEAR IT THOUGH. HER CALLING ME A "FAT ASS"? WHERE EVERYONE KNOWS THAT "SHE'S" THE "FAT ASS". AND I'M IN !GREAT !GREAT SHAPE, AS YOU CAN SEE FROM MY INTERNET PHOTOS. I'M IN !MUCH !MUCH BETTER SHAPE THAN HER AND HER !WIMPY NEW HUSBAND. "I" OF WHO'LL RUN CIRCLES AROUND BOTH THEIR ASSES. FOR SURE. AND SHE'S THE REAL "FAT ASS". BUT THE NERVES OF SOME PEOPLES. !RIGHT? THE NERVES OF HER. HERE IT WAS. !MYSELF BEING HER "EX-HUSBAND". DOING HER TAXES. HELPING HER WITH HER BANKRUPTCY. AND GRADING HER COLLEGE ASSIGNMENT PAPERS AND ALL. AND HER SORRY ASS HUSBAND "COULDN'T". HE OF WHO ONLY HAD A "G.E.D." HIMSELF. WHICH HE DIDN'T RECEIVE UNTIL HE WAS PAST 30 YEARS OLD I MIGHT ADD. AND THERE IT WAS. !HE OF WHO COULDN'T EVEN ASSIST HIS !FAT ASS "WIFE". AND "ME" HER "EX-HUSBAND" HAD TO. OR HAD DECIDED TO HELP HER. AND !WHY OH !WHY DID I YOU ASK? BECAUSE I'M SIMPLY A "BETTER PERSON" THAN SHE IS. AND THAN HE IS. AND I'LL STILL HELP PEOPLES. !DESPITE HOW BAD THEY ARE. !THAT'S WHY.

"AND THAT'S HOW I'M !WIRED"

NOW SOON AFTER THAT THIS YEAR IN 2013. SHE HAD "BEGGED" ME TO ASSIST "HIM" WITH HIS LAPTOP COMPUTER ONE NIGHT. IT OF WHICH HAD A RUSSIAN VIRUS ON IT THEN. BECAUSE I HELPED THEM WITH THAT ALSO. WITH ALL OF THEIR COMPUTER NEEDS. LATER AFTER HE HAD GOTTEN RID OF HIS COMPUTER VIRUS. SHE HAD DISCOVERED THAT HE HAD GOTTEN THE VIRUS. AFTER VISITING A RUSSIAN GIRLS WEBSITE. THEN SHE DISCOVERED ALSO. HOW HE HAD PLACED HIS OWN "PERSONALS" SITE ON THE INTERNET. AS IF HE WAS A "SINGLE GUY" AND ALL THEN. HERSELF BEING "PISSED" OVER ALL OF THAT OF COURSE. AND GUESS WHO SHE CAME CRYING TO THEN? TO !ME. HER THEN THREATENING TO "DIVORCE" HIM THEN AND ALL. HER CRYING ON MY SHOULDER AND ALL THEN. AND HER "LOOKING" AT ME THEN. AS IF "WE" WERE GOING TO GET BACK TOGETHER THEN. !NO. I DON'T "EVERY" THINK SO. !NO. AND SO. AFTER SHE SAW THAT THERE WOULD BE NO "BUSINESS" BETWEEN MYSELF AND HER THEN. !EVER AGAIN. JUST DAYS LATER. SHE WAS BACK WITH HIM OF COURSE. AND HER STILL BEGGING ME FOR FAVORS AT THE SAME TIME. FAVORS SUCH AS THIS:

From:   Tammy Brown <tabrown9380@yahoo.com>
Reply-To:   Tammy Brown <tabrown9380@yahoo.com>
To:   "atmmccoy@netscape.com" <atmmccoy@netscape.com>
Subject:   Assignments
Date:   Fri 06/07/13 12:01 AM

Hi Tony, I need to ask you once again about revising my papers. I still realy suck at writing. As you know I lack with my grammer. I can write sometimes ok papers, but now my assignments are getting harder. I am getting closer to the end, and dealing with work, and Manny I am struggling.I would appreciate it, if after I write a paper if you can look it over and tell me what I have done wrong so I can fix it. I showed my class mate one of your books and she asked me why don't I get you to read  my papers over. She complimented your writing skills and wanted me to e-mail her one of your books. I know I don't call as much as I think about calling you, but once again between work and school I struggle. I know are writing styles are differen,t but I can learn alot from them. What I will do on the next papers is e-mail them to you, and have you send them back with suggestions. I would appreciate it. Just to let you know I struugle to everyday to keep a piece of mind, and to keep moving forward. I don't mean to appear to be self centered and all about my own needs. I'm just trying to survive. Thank you !  
 
!OH SPARE ME. AND THERE IT IS. THE "PROOF" !ONCE AGAIN. NOW JUST WHAT IS THIS SHIT YOU MAY ASK?

UPDATE 4 AUGUST 2013
TODAY SHE CAME "WHINING" TO ME ABOUT HOW HER HUSBAND WAS "CHEATING" ON HER. AND HOW SHE'S NOW GETTING A DIVORCE FROM HIM. HIS SORRY BLACK !PUNK "MONKEY-LOOKING" ASS. WHO'S PAYING-OUT CHILD SUPPORT NOW TO SOME OTHER UGLY WHITE WOMAN. FOR A CHILD FROM HIS PREVIOUS MARRIAGE WITH HER. !HIS SORRY ASS WHO WORKS 2 JOBS JUST TO MAKE "ENDS" MEET. BECAUSE HE'S SO DAMN !STUPID WITH HIS MONEY. AND NOW HERE HE IS. ABOUT TO SPEND MONEY ON YET ANOTHER !SORRY ASS WOMAN. HIM WITH A NEW SORRY ASS "HOOCHIE" "GHETTO" ASS WOMAN NOW. WHICH IS ALL HE CAN GET. JUST LIKE MY EX-WIFE HAD BECOME AFTER I HAD DIVORCED HER ASS. HER BECOMING NOTHING BUT !FAT. AND OUT OF SHAPE. SO THEREFORE AFTER. SHE HAD TO USE "SEX" IN ORDER TO GET A MAN. THEN HER ATTEMPTING TO "DRESS-UP" FOR "ME" RECENTLY. JUST TO ATTRACT "MY" ATTENTION AGAIN. AFTER SHE HAD DISCOVERED HOW HER "MONKEY ASS LOOKING" MAN WAS "CHEATING" ON HER. !HA. HIM DOING SO BECAUSE SHE'S !FAT" NOW. AND SHE'S ONE OF THOSE WOMEN WHO HAS TO HAVE A "MAN". SO THAT SHE CAN GET HER LITTLE "SEXUAL FIX" ON.

NOW AS SOON AS SHE SAW "THAT" IN ME. THAT I HAD NO DAMN FEELING FOR HER ANYMORE. !EVER. !PLEASE. SHE HAD THEN "COPPED" A "BAD ATTITUDE". JUST LIKE SHE IS. AS SOON AS THINGS DON'T GO RIGHT FOR HER. SHE'LL GET A "BAD ATTITUDE". AND SOON. SHE'LL BE "ALONE" AND BY HER SELF AGAIN. WITH NO "MAN". THEN SHE'LL BE JUST LIKE THE REST OF THE SORRY AS AMERICAN WOMEN. IN THE PERSONALS AGAIN. AFTER !YET "ANOTHER" DAMN DIVORCE. !THAT OF WHICH SHE IS NOW DOING TODAY. HER TURING BACK TO THE "PERSONALS" LOOKING FOR ANOTHER MAN. !PATHETIC. AMERICAN WOMEN ARE SO "PATHETIC" LIKE THIS. AND !UGLY. AND SO "SELF-CENTERED". AND LOOKING-OUT FOR NO ONE BUT THEMSELVES. AND !YES. I HAD "REJECTED" HER FAT ASS RECENTLY. AND IT WILL BE NO WAY IN "HELL" WILL I "EVER" GET TOGETHER WITH A WOMAN LIKE HER. WITH AN "AMERICAN WOMAN". WITH A "FAT" AMERICAN WOMAN. !NO WAY. AND ESPECIALLY ONE WITH A "BAD ATTITUDE" LIKE HERS. !NEVER.

!SHE AND HER "NEGATIVE-TO-POSITIVE", "TWO-FACED", "GEMINI" PERSONALITY. THAT WHICH DOES INDEED "DRIVE" MEN" AWAY AFTER A WHILE. INCLUDING HIM I GUESS? I OF WHO TOLD SOMEONE MANY YEARS AGO. HOW THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS OFTEN "PHONY". !HIM BEING A "PHONY LITTLE MAN". !HIM ALWAYS SAYING TO HER BACK THEN YEARS AGO; "BABES I LOVE YOU", ETC... I OF WHO SAW RIGHT THROUGH THAT !CRAP THEN, AND LATER. THEN HER ONLY MARRYING HIM FOR "SEXUAL" MEANS. AND HIM ONLY MARRYING HER FOR "FINANCIAL" MEANS. !SHE OF WHOM "COVERED" HIS FINANCES FOR MANY YEARS PRIOR. I OF WHOM ALSO KNEW WAY BACK IN APRIL OF 2012. THAT HE WAS "SCREWING-AROUND" ON HER THEN. BUT I COULDN'T TELL HER THAT THOUGH. !NO. BECAUSE SHE WOULD OF HAD JUST "DENIED" IT THEN. THEN SHE WOULD OF HAD SAID HOW I WAS JUST "JEALOUS" ETC.. ME "JEALOUS" OF !THEM. I DOUBT THAT SHIT. I "HIGHLY" DOUBT THAT SHIT. AND ME "WANTING" HER AGAIN? I ALSO "HIGHLY" DOUBT SHIT ALSO. HER BEING !FAT AND OUT OF SHAPE, SINCE AFTER I HAD DIVORCED HER. AND "HE" OF WHOM HAD TO SMOKE "DOPE" JUST TO "TOLERATE" HER !FAT BODY IN BED. I SAW IT. HE OF WHOM USED "DOPE" IN THE FORM OF "MARIJUANA" EVERYDAY FOR THAT. !HIM ACTUALLY GROWING HIS OWN
MARIJUANA AT HOME THEN. AND HIM GETTING "STONED" EVERY NIGHT THEN, PRIOR TO GOING TO BED WITH HER. HIM GETTING "STONED" EVERY NIGHT THEN. UNTIL HE ALMOST LOST SEVERAL JOBS DUE TO HIS MARIJUANA USE. !DUMB.

THEN AFTER HE HAD !FINALLY "STOPPED"
HIS MARIJUANA USE. AFTER SHE "RAGGED" HIM ABOUT IT "CONSTANTLY". HER SO "STUPIDLY" NOT SEEING HIS REASON FOR HIS CONSTANT MARIJUANA USE PRIOR. !DUH. THEIR RELATIONSHIP WENT SOUTH SORTA A SPEAKING THEN-AFTER. BUT ALSO BECAUSE HE WANTED HER TO "BOW-DOWN" TO HIM. AND SHE WOULDN'T. BECAUSE HE HIMSELF. IS A PHONY LITTLE "LEO" MAN. !HE OF WHOM "THINKS" THAT HE'S THE "KING". BUT WHAT ELSE IS NEW WITH A !PHONY LITTLE !LEO MAN? !HE OF WHO WAS ALSO !VERY !VERY JEALOUS OF ME. BECAUSE I'M A "REAL MAN". AND A MAN WITH !MANY !MANY TALENTS. AND A MAN WITH "KNOW HOW". AND "EXPERIENCE". AND HE'S A "BOY". AND HE WAS JEALOUS BECAUSE SHE CAME TO ME FOR ALL OF HER INTELLECTUAL NEEDS. AND NOT TO HIM. BECAUSE HE'S !DUMB, WITH NO SUCH TALENTS. AND WITH NO EXPERIENCE. !YET HE WANTS TO BE THE "KING"? AND SHE DIDN'T TREAT HIM LIKE THE "KING" HE WANTED TO BE TREATED AS. AND !INSTEAD. SHE TREATED ME AS IF "I" WAS THE "KING". AND THE "GO-TO" GUY. WHICH I AM.

AND THAT WAS "EXACTLY" WHEN HE BEGAN TO "SCREW-AROUND" ON HER IN SECRET I SAW THEN. WHICH WAS AS I SAID ABOVE.
AROUND APRIL OF 2012. I OF WHO KNEW IT WAY BACK THEN. BECAUSE I COULD TELL BY HIS ACTIONS. AND NOW HERE TODAY. IT'S BEEN "CONFIRMED". THAT HE WAS DOING JUST THAT THEN. AND NOW YOU SHOULD SEE HER? ACTING LIKE EVERYONE SHOULD FEEL SORRY FOR HER AND ALL NOW. !YET AFTER SHE HAD DIVORCED ME OVER 9 YEARS AGO. YOU SHOULD OF HAD HEARD ALL OF THE "RUMORS" ABOUT HOW SHE'LL FIND "BETTER" THAN ME AND ALL THEN. AND HOW SHE WAS HAPPY TO BE DIVORCED FROM ME THEN. !YET TODAY. AFTER HER LATEST HUSBAND HAS "DUMPED" HER FOR ANOTHER WOMAN. WHICH IS "EXACTLY" WHAT HE HAD DONE. SHE "LOOKING" AT ME. AND ATTEMPTING NOW TO "FOOL" ME INTO SHIT LIKE GOING TO THE MOVIES WITH HER? !HA. I DON'T THINK SO. MYSELF "REJECTING" HER RECENTLY.

!SHE OF WHOM HAVE "FINALLY' GOTTEN WHAT SHE !JUST DESERVED. !AGAIN. HER GETTING "DUMPED" !AGAIN.